> A Perfect Circle - Hollow (amazing song and lyrics)

I absolutely love Hollow, it’s my song about DIABOLIQUE now. Well, today was kind of interesting, my mom and I went to host her going-away party for her Karaoke friends. I wore my bondage belt, it made a good addition to my oufit that day. I actually sang a song at the party–rather get-together. “Deep” by Nine Inch Nails. I can sing NIN pretty well, if I don’t say so myself. I wish they would have had Hollow or anything else by NIN, Deftones, or Marilyn Manson. I don’t think I can sing Marilyn, but Deftones I could probably do fine with, maybe “Change” or “Lucky You”. Well, it was the last time I’ll sing karaoke in a long time. The party was okay, I retreated twice to this little cluster of steps by the road to listen to NIN and Tool, until I got too cold and had to go back in. There was a platter of little sandwiches and hors d’oeuvres, I was well-nourished, which helped my mood. My mom’s friend Brenda, who had driven up from Crescent City to go to the get-together started crying during this one song, my mom tried to comfort her. Something horrible must have happened during that song some time in her life. Mom gave her friend Maggie a ring, and Maggie gave her a book of inspirational bible quotes. They are good friends. Mindy called and asked what my address in NY will be, I gave it to her. Ashley left a message too, but I’m going to ignore that one. I have to concentrate on moving. I’ve been reading Dante’s Inferno more, (I’m at Canto XII) and I find it kind of fishy that the Catholic Church didn’t censure him, because a lot of the characters in Hell are from Greek and Roman mythology. Dante has seen Cerebus, the three-headed hound of Hades, the Furies, Medusa, and we haven’t even gotten inside the City Of Dis. Just seems a little fishy, that’s all. Well, I’ll continue this post later if I think of anything, lexusjedi is talking my fingers off (on IM, you retards, don’t take that the wrong way) (I swear, you people…) (fingers…as if!) j/k. well, hasta.

> Garbage - Androgyny

I just spent hours and hours surfing political and clothing sites, and here are the spoils. Found an AMAZING clothes site, Retail Slut, which I always thought had gone out of buisiness. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE RETAIL SLUT! Anyway, I re-found this one site with HELLA-great PVC coats thanks to my friend AdriKM. He’s so cool, but he probably thinks I’m a poser because I’m so Kylie Minogue when I’m online and see PVC. I am seriously obsessed with PVC, it might burgeon into a fetish. I wonder if there’s some kind of criteria for that. Hmm. I read the description for every major third party that had pitched a candidate, narrowed it down to the Green Party and the Libertarians. I read the Green Party Platform, lightly skimmed the Libertarian platform, but looked for key issues in it. The Greens’ platform was so short and vague, I had no idea what they specifically supported, and am still puzzled as to what “independent politics” is. I guess I’m a Libertarian, cuz they were pro-gay rights, pro-gays in the military, pro-choice, pro-isolationism, everything I read I liked. What kind of isn’t cool is that my dad is a Libertarian and like, he’ll probably think I’m copying him. Lol, he should feel proud, spawning a fellow liberal. Mike (my history teacher) says that the Libertarians are uber-conservative. Basically, he’s full of shit. Just because they’re not socialists, doesn’t mean they’re not liberals. For the record, you’re flagrantly wrong on that, Mike. Ass. Anyway, I’m going to have to read the entire platform before I make an official determination (it’s quite lengthy, unlike the Greens’ scribbled-on cocktail napkin). I thought (before I researched the parties) that I would be a peace and freedom party member, but unfortunately they are socialists. I was reading the voting records, and in one state only 247 people voted for the Communist party. That would be cool, you’d be all “I was number 152, man! yay! go socialism! Where’s Jay, he’s #220, essential to our climb this far, let’s try for 250 next year!” That would be so funny, I would have an orgasm. Then I’d have to change my shorts. Hopefully I left them in my suitcase. Hmm… Lol. I leave for New York on Friday, I CAN’T WAIT! Another of those orgasmic situations described above would be if I found a store in New York that had all vinyl. *ahh* Damn, now I have to change my shorts again! Shirley Manson (lead singer of Garbage) is so pretty! I like her glam style. Her and Brian Molko should have a kid. They could call him/her GLAMBABY. Then GLAMCHILD, GLAMPRETEEN, GLAMTEENAGER, and GLAMTWENTY-YEAR-OLD, respectively. And Shirley is also skinny. I want to be that skinny. Maybe I’ll sweat it out at the beach in New Jersey. Well, I’m getting all weird because it’s 2:26. I should go to bed. Oh, I talked to Jon, turns out he went to the mall at the same time I did (inatvertently, though) but we didn’t see each other, obviously.