> Nine Inch Nails - Deep
Rode my bike to school, talked to Christine, got my cap and gown, rode with Joan to Mary Peacock, rehearsed the graduation, mom sold the car and got a rental, saw the Antichrist at dad’s house, checked on Suki, Lucky, and Lazarus. Mom tried to give me this book (as a graduation present) called “The Bunny Who Ran Away”, it was a children’s book (obviously) about this bunny who wanted to go and be all these things and the mother told him she’d track him down. To me it was a metaphor of the complete implicit control my mother wants over my life. I refused the “gift”. I was sickened by it. Elaboration later, I’m hella-tired.
