>The Exploited - Sex & Violence

I am having an amazing time since I started at college, I can’t describe it all…so much has happened, I haven’t been keeping up with my blogging, hopefully I’ll start up again regularly next week…I’m reading Invisible Monsters, it is SO FRICKIN UNBELIEVABLY GOOD!!! Anyway, more later.

>Marilyn Manson - Slutgarden

So much shit has been happening, I can’t fucking write it all. The number one development is the FUCKING HELLA ITCHY rash on my legs got so itchy I couldn’t stop itching it, and now my legs are bleeding, my dad doesn’t care and will not take me to see a doctor. Such fucking empathy. He loves his money more than me. It’s sad but true. If he learned anything from Mommy Dearest, his mother whose relationship with him borders on incest, it’s that money is better than people, better than anything. Better than love, better than health, better than empathy. Him, and his bankrupt ersatz morality sickens me deeper than the deepest stagnant pit at the bottom of my soul. Fuck him and everything he stands for. I’m not doing anything until he realizes I have needs.

>Nothing

My dad is officially a fucking asshole. He yelled at me for not doing the dishes after two fucking seconds. What a fucking nazi. I was putting it off, but he could have told me nicely. I should have known he was looking for someone to dump all his anger onto. I guess I’m a glutton for punishment. Anyway, he paid for my books ($380) , which I suppose is worth any undeserved yell. Anyway, I start philosophy and western civilization tomorrow, I’ll write about my classes today tomorrow. I don’t have the time, my back hurts, and I have to get to sleep. More later.

>Marilyn Manson - Dried Up, Tied Up, & Dead To The World

Finally looked up efficacy, it means the power to produce an effect. Sample sentence: My efficacy at making people stare is rarely impugned. I wonder if that’s the right context…hmm. Oh, they had to retake my college ID picture for some reason…just thought I’d note that. Well, I’m going to head back to the CR lounge even though it might lead me closer to the stinky hypocritical evil that is Natasha Burns.

>Rammstein - Sonne
Garbage - Nobody Loves You

I’m in the CR library, typing away. I woke from a dead sleep, got ready, and went to college today. I walked into the lounge, and there was Michelle, a friend from an earlier Age, the Age of freshman year. Out of the blue, she goes “Justina is getting married, she wants your address.” I was a bit incredulous for a few seconds, but sat down, and wrote out my address and phone number. I was really bored in the morning, so after listening to music for a while, I journeyed into the hall to get my schedule, but there was a line a mile long. I waited about twenty minutes, then went and waited. By then the line was only a few people. I’m wearing my new vinyl bondage pants zipped off into shorts, my CEREAL KILLER shirt, bondage boots, and my watch. Well, I got my schedule, and my first class doesn’t start until 1:30. And it’s Letko. But I’m ready….kinda. In an hour or so I’m going to find out what books I need, if I do it now the wait until 1:30 will feel sharply inexorable. I’m using my old sachel from sophomore/junior year, I need to get a new one, but there was no time. I haven’t even gotten my room completely into order. Oh god, whne I was sitting in the lounge, I saw FRICKIN NATASHA BURNS….and I quickly turned away. I think she might have seen me, she’s walking around outside now. God, I can’t stand her, she pretends to be bisexual (she’s straight as an arrow) and she reeks of body odor perpetually. I hope she doesn’t find me here, if she does I’m just going to post this and try to get the hell away. But, on a more…mundane note, I was reading this story in the CR newspaper about people who hack through fortress…they are so lame. Their “codenames” were “sniperx”, “xanthos”, and “killer_draxx”. How grievously, enormously lame. But they’re wannabe dorks, what can you expect? Anyway, I tried finding them using google, which wasn’t exactly smart because since they’re geeks you know they use google….but I hoped their geekitude would suffice for stupidity. I didn’t find them, and if I did, there was no contact information and/or location. Guess I’ll have to commend them…or maybe they’re not into web design. I really want to watch the Guns God & Government tour again, but it was Kelly’s DVD…she’s in Sacramento and I’m in hoopdeycrapland 7 hours away. Evil. Ewww….I just sneezed, it was a wet one. I’m going to go write about my bus trip….