>Massive Attack - Black Milk

Today was cool, I found the philosophy book I lost. Philosophy and History were cool, we studied truth in philosophy and learned about the Greeks and Persians in history. I saw Dani when I went and walked over there to see if she was there. We hung out at the smoke box for a while, then moved into the forest. Stephanie (not evil stephanie) had gotten a bee she’d caught stoned in this plastic bag, it was so cool. Stephanie and her sister left, so I went to see what Dani, Casey, and this little group of people were doing, further in the forest. There were some really cool people there, and we had a great debate about sexuality and society. It was really cool. Later we went back to the smoke box and hung out more. Finally, Dani’s dad got motivated to drive us into town. Dani, Chris and I went halloween costume shopping at the Front Street Emporium. The evil costume lady said they wouldn’t be ready until October 6, so we’ll have to wait until then, but we went and looked at their stuff, there was some cool stuff. There was this kind of cool trenchcoat-looking thing…but it was like a lot of money, I’d rather get a military one. We went to McDonalds and then Safeway to get food, them:french fries me:apple. Then we went to Kidtown, played a bit of hide/seek, then spun each other dizzy on the tire swing. I fucking love tire swings. They’re free and go faster than any amusement park ride I’ve ever been on. Afterwards, we walked back to Danielle’s house, passing by the military surplus store which is like, never open…and they have a sign that basically says that they might be open pretty much any time, and that they might be closed any time. I was taking pictures of random ugly things, so when we passed this one house with this dirty front step, I took a picture of it. Big mistake. This imbecilic, hideously obese woman in this threadbare brown dress waddled out and was yelling at me for taking a picture of it, while her whole trailer-trash family studied the steps as if looking hard at them would turn them to gold. That amused me infinitely. Some other losers accosted us, but they were lame and we ignored them. We passed this derelict playground that some little boy died in (I took a picture of it) and this other new playground which was really cool. We got to Dani’s house, and soon afterwards I called my dad and he picked me up.

I feel like the biggest idiot on the planet. I forgot my money at home for me and Danielle’s halloween costume extravaganza. Hopefully her parents might lend me some, I’m not sure. How could I be so stupid? I lost my philosophy book, but I found it at the lost and found here, I must have left it in the library or something. I’m going to tell my dad I found it in my room. I have this strange feeling that there’s no History today, I’m pretty sure. I might go over to Danielle’s if there isn’t any class and see if he wants to go to Ace to get some L.E.D.s for my Halloween costume. Mindy’s brother is lurking around in the library as I write this, in a red hoodie. I can’t believe he’s taking classes here…it’s uber-strange. There are none of the normal people from the high school that hang out here, maybe Hitler…I mean Hatfield… cleaned them out. Can’t he just chill out? What a loser. Well, I suppose I should see if I have history, that bimbo Jeanine just left and she’s in my class. Dad gave me this big lecture on currency markets and L.E.D.s, maybe he thinks that’s his parental role. How weird. Anyway, some dude is lurking behind me so I’m going to leave.

Painted until the paint ran out (got from the garage to the door), went to the store (got listerine), got my allowance $15!, IMed Danielle, we’re doing our Halloween Costume Extravaganza on Tuesday, washed the dishes, IMed my mom for about thirty seconds (she won’t send me any of my stuff or talk to me on the phone), Alexis called me, she says Tabitha spent her financial aid money on pot, and I guess that’s it. I’m going to try to walk to the beauty supply tomorrow and get my hair dye. I’ll drop off my stuff at Dani’s house in the morning, and walk there. Oh, I should e-mail her and ask where I should put my backpack.

I am SO FUCKING HUNGRY. I just ate tuna and pickles, followed by a peanut butter and mint jelly sandwich. My dad is going to the store tomorrow or I’m frying up his leg. GRRRRR

>OKGO - Hello My Treacherous Friends “I’ve brought you all here to discuss, as I must, the fate of my children of the spiders”

Life blows….and not in a no-STD porno movie way. In a twenty-dollar smelly Saigon whore way. I saw this thing on PBS about modern slavery…these people are taken from poor countries and smuggled into others, their passports are taken away and they’re made to work off their “debt” which never goes away, either by picking crops or by prostitution. The practice is increasing exponentially, the program said. I just want to urinate on the world, it’s so disgusting already, what difference would it make? Oh, I submitted my articles, Molly just had two miniscule suggestions, so I didn’t have to rewrite it…GRRRR… But it’s getting published, that’s all that matters. Evilness. I’ve been really stressed out, I’ve been pacing the house and stuff, I can’t seem to relax, I need to take a bath or something. Eh, tomorrow.