OKGO - Shortly Before The End
OKGO - C-C-C-Cinnamon Lips
OKGO - The Fix Is In
OKGO - We Dug A Hole
I’m kinda depressed, I guess I’m lonely… :( I sewed the zippers on my trenchcoat, they were safety-pinned be4. I’m not sure if I like them. I feel ugly, I’m going to wear my bondage boots tomorrow. I wish I was skinny and I wish I was pretty. Or, to quote Marilyn Manson,
“Today I’m dirty, I want to be pretty
Tomorrow I know I’m just dirt
Today I’m dirty, and I want to be pretty
Tomorrow I know I’m just dead”
Poop. Shit, I’m depressed now, I was all happy today. I need to do some drugs tomorrow. I think I might be somewhat manic-depressive. Fuck. I’m going to dress to kill tomorrow. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Oh, Kelly e-mailed me, fucking Katie got better tickets to the next Manson concert…it’s evil. And she’s going with Taggart. Fucking kill. I want to fuck Taggart’s brains out, although I don’t think I’m beautiful enough to go out with anyone, let alone have sex. Maybe I’ll be prettier with longer hair. God, I sound like a thirteen-year-old girl. But I feel ugly and unlovable. <- it's kind of depressing to have something like that there in black and white, the feeling is so much less--typographical. I've been saying 'fuck' a lot...it helps to relieve tension. And depression.
