Daily Archives: September 26, 2003

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>OKGO – Hello My Treacherous Friends “I’ve brought you all here to discuss, as I must, the fate of my children of the spiders”

Life blows….and not in a no-STD porno movie way. In a twenty-dollar smelly Saigon whore way. I saw this thing on PBS about modern slavery…these people are taken from poor countries and smuggled into others, their passports are taken away and they’re made to work off their “debt” which never goes away, either by picking crops or by prostitution. The practice is increasing exponentially, the program said. I just want to urinate on the world, it’s so disgusting already, what difference would it make? Oh, I submitted my articles, Molly just had two miniscule suggestions, so I didn’t have to rewrite it…GRRRR… But it’s getting published, that’s all that matters. Evilness. I’ve been really stressed out, I’ve been pacing the house and stuff, I can’t seem to relax, I need to take a bath or something. Eh, tomorrow.

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>OKGO – Shorty Before The End (great song)
>OKGO – The Fix Is In

I’m feeling chased by my past, I saw Poultergiest: The Legacy on Scifi, but couldn’t watch it because I used to watch it to escape from a part of my life that I hated, although I think I’ve blocked out exactly what part that is. I was flipping through my yearbook, there were so many people I just want to forget, but who were screaming at me from their two-dimensional faces. I feel saddened. But, talking to Danielle (IMing, but it’s the same thing) about Halloween makes me feel better. And listening to OKGO helps. Watching Nadja (which I did today) always loads me into uber-nihilist mode. I really want to work on my website, but I just don’t want to aggrivate my carpal tunnel thing any more than it already is. I looked at some bondage gear today, the essentials for my halloween costume I’ve found at a few sites. Well, I should check my e-mail and force myself to be happy.