> Nine Inch Nails & Henry Rollins - I Think I Know You

I hope HSU will be fun. I really need some random hot guy to make out with. Still depressed, going down the corollary that some other person will make me perfect. I just don’t feel good. I need a little tape recorder to talk into so I can work out why I actually do feel bad.

“Very few established institutions, governments and constitutions…are ever destroyed by their enemies until they have been corrupted and weakened by their friends.”
–Walter Lippman

> Nine Inch Nails & Henry Rollins - I Think I Know You (the song about my sadness)

I just feel sad. I don’t know why. I’m going to meditate on it and write something tomorrow. Well actually I can’t because we’re going to HSU tomorrow. Damn. Well, read the lyrics to I Think I Know You, it’s kind of how I feel. A conversation with Molly broke my shell of my ersatz reality, as most intelligent thought does. I have to sleep, and then think about why I’m so unsatisfied with everything, and if another person would really make it all better.

“Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose.”
–Janis Joplin

TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE! woooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

“when choosing between the lesser of two evils i always pick the one i haven’t tried yet.” ~mae west.

I think I’m going to design a button, Molly has a button maker she said I could use. Actually, Journalism just got out, so I believe everyone will fly in Superman outfits to my boredom rescue. And they are! We’re all going to Texas Chainsaw Massacre! Yay! And Edward’s here too.

“It is well to remember that the entire universe, with one trifling exception, is composed of others.”

–John Andrew Holmes

> Marilyn Manson - Disassociative

Robert just left, he criticized our dartboard, he said Molly could get in big trouble for it…I feel kind of like I should take it down, but I don’t want Daniela to get mad at me. Well, I doubt she would, but I don’t want to disappoint her. It actually is a little inane and very mean, but we were having fun. I’m so glad he didn’t see our “For Your Edification” board near the computer. Luckily it’s in Daniela’s handwriting, I don’t want to take the fall for that…but they were in the Slang and Euphemism dictionary in the office. It’s funny how controvercial things can just sit on the shelf, unbeknownst to anyone… Well, Robert said Journalism gets out in five minutes, so it’ll be fun after that. I’m kinda hungry, I hope we go for snacks, I need a soda or something to hold me over until my midnight snack.

“Live so that your friends can defend you but never have to.”
–Arnold H. Glasgow