> Orgy – Eyes-Radio-Lies “I can see what’s on your mind / Cause you’re never alone / I am the voice inside your head / And the eyes in your radio “
> The Donnas – All Messed Up (my song about Peng)
> Rammstein – Du Riechst So Gut
The world sucks. Namely the government. It’s going to cost at least $30 to get my ID, and it could take weeks before I even get the stupid fucking birth certificate. My FUCKING ASSHOLE father is making me PAY FOR MY OWN FUCKING BIRTH CERTIFICATE!!!!!????? What the fuck? Like it’s my fucking fault they were too cracked out to get a legal one. Motherfucker. And he won’t pay to take me to the doctor for my athsma. I’ve been having to get by on nyquil. I’m so fucked. And not in a good way either. I think Charley and I were supposed to go to the movies last weekend…I just kind of got wrapped up in my life…my almost-late paper and �an Miha (the Slovenian guy) kind of ate up my free time. But he never called me, what a loserbag. But anyway, I am so pissed. I’m going to be 19 by the time I get my ID, and I’ll probably be dead before that because of my athsma. Fuck. Oh, I hung out with Rachel, Richie, Stephanie, and some other people. Richie isn’t so much of a lecherous loser as Mindy led me to believe, and Rachel is very cool. Fuck Mindy. She’s so…pathetic. I hope she has fun with her stupid creepy husband she puked up in church camp, and her shitty wannabe Mother Teresa shit. Gag me. Oh, if Daniela wants to sign up she can…just e-mail me the name (darius_capulet@hotmail.com) and I’ll add you as a team blogger. And yes, if it means that much to you Christine, I’ll add you too…but don’t post anything lame or it will have dire consequences. Well, not really, I’ll just take you off the team. But anyway, Daniela pledged to give me back my scarf, but I’m probably never going to get my $.75 from Suzie or my $3 from Michelle (Stephanie’s sister). Michelle wanted me to buy her ANOTHER ice-cap today. WTF? She hasn’t even paid me for the first one. I’m kind of angry at her. But anyway, I’ve been in a bad mood today. There is this FUCKING IDIOT in my English 1A class. Okay, we have this computer that’s hooked up to project onto the screen for the class, and we edit sentences and stuff on it. Well this dumbshit can’t figure out HOW TO MAKE THE TEXT FILL THE SCREEN, let alone type correctly. I just want to strangle the fat fuck, pluck the keyboard from her cold dead hands, and type the sentence correctly. I swear, she types one letter a minute. I’m amazed she can write her own name. And that Liz Gaddy imbecile kept putting her two cents in every five minutes. God, I wish she’d just drop–but I guess somehow she thinks she’s doing well. But the beautiful news is that we didn’t go to Art today. I had to walk by the art room, and the Art Nazi accosted me…she had our midterms, I got a 94%. She was chanting “you need to sit in the front today, and, you know, if you aren’t going to be showing up, you need to read the book because the second final won’t be open book.” I felt like saying “lick my ass, you hypocritical feminazi.” But of course, I just smiled like an idiot, and said “sure, yeah, I know…” as she patronized me. Fuck. Oh, I wrote my philosophy paper today, it’s quite good, it’s on the “Self” chapter. I’m going to post it on my website once I get the grade back. Today at the smoke box was kind of interesting, there weren’t many people there, there was the (excuse the expression, but I don’t know their names) lesbian couple, and Ariel. Ariel and I did some graffiti…I wrote “We hate love! We love hate!” and something else…I don’t remember what it was, but she is cool. Rachel was there too, we were passing around my black lipstick and nail polish, it was cool. Well, in conclusion, I didn’t get my $100 check cashed, and $30 of it is going to go to the government. Fuck…$20 for a birth certificate? What is it made out of? Gold? I’m angry. There’d better not be any more fees after this or I’m going to be mad.
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