It was weird, my dad went to get some gates, so I went with him–he bought them from this guy–Dan or Bob or something–he was weird. “Going to college with all that stuff on ya?” Define stuff. He was touching my earrings–it was very rude to me, but not at all rude to him, so I didn’t mind. I was dressed very formally, as I am now, and I enjoy it. Being dressed formally is kind of like wearing a sign that says “I’m better than you.” And it’s true, as far as fashion is concerned. That Dan character was strange. And I am so bored.
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- November 23, 2003 – 3:19 pm
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> The Cardigans – My Favorite Game
My day has been SO boring. I got really dressed up, then my dad didn’t want to take me into town. I wouldn’t have gotten anything done there anyway, I have to wait until Monday. I’m completely ready for Monday to start–but I shouldn’t wish my life away. Danielle might be the weak link for Monday’s party–she says her mom has been giving her weird vibes, and she says she has to baby-sit. I think it may be an excuse–but I’m reserving judgement. It would be somewhat advantageous to have the party called off, it would give me much more time to do my research paper, but I really want to have it–it will be really fun if it does happen. Today has been horribly boring–an onerous occupation. If only I lived in town, I’d be able to go thrift shopping or go to one store to at least get one thing done in the huge list of stuff I must do tomorrow. Lisa (my dad’s girlfriend) left–so now there is no potential of going to town. My dad just turned on the TV, of course at volume level two million–making this boredom all the more oppressive. I am the epitome of “all dressed up with nowhere to go.” I think I’m going to work on my chain bracelet. That should waste an hour or two.
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- November 23, 2003 – 3:15 pm
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>Hocico – Mortal Celebration
Woke up to Starr calling me–now I’m awake–decided not to take a shower, just brushed my teeth and washed my face. Completely bored–sick of my research paper topic–I’m scared that I won’t finish. IMing Trisha–I’m kind of freaking out. Maybe I’ll make myself some tea.
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- November 23, 2003 – 11:23 am
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> Juno Reactor – Burly Brawl (Matrix Reloaded Soundtrack)
Looking for pictures of pentagrams for a tattoo…out of luck…talking to the dude from Slovenia…everyone should see Titus. Read Tara’s blog…want to write her an e-mail…too tired…I’ll do it tomorrow. So OVERWHELMED!!! Just want to curl up in bed and sleep forever.
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- November 23, 2003 – 1:05 am
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> Hocico – Mortal Celebration
Saw Femme Fatale…it was really strange. Very David Lynch. I’m scared that I won’t finish my research project, and that I won’t be able to celebrate my birthday on Monday. My essay is on the causes of teen smoking, and my top causes are these:
Smoking being “cool”
Advertising
Brain Chemical Imbalances
Societal Apathy
—–causes that I will refute—-
peer pressure
depression
I don’t exactly have enough corroborated sources. Mr. Letko says we can only use ONE internet resource. What the fuck? How else can I research my topic? IS HE INSANE?????? He can go fuck himself, I’m using more than one internet resource. Our example papers used more than one internet resource. What a fuckhead. If I can only use one internet resource, I have no idea how I’m even going to begin addressing my topic if I can’t use the ideas I obtained on the internet. I AM ROYALLY FUCKED…I really want to cry. The house is really cold…and I just feel like I can’t go on…my brain is a pile of mush…I wish I could do it. Why? Why? Why do we have to have magazine and newspaper sources? Newspapers are just owned by giant congolomerates, and by requiring that pretty much all our sources come from newspapers/magazines, he’s vastly limiting the scope of knowledge I can tap. I am so depressed. SAVE ME FROM THIS WORLD OF HYPOCRISY AND MEDIOCRITY please…someone…I can’t go on…well at least I can’t write my research paper…
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- November 23, 2003 – 12:09 am
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Hocico – Silent Wrath
Hocico – Mortal Celebration
I took a break from researching (yeah right, before that i was trying to burn a CD) to see what was on TV, and the movie Titus was on IFC! I LOVE THAT MOVIE. Love doesn’t even begin to describe it–I am Lavinia more than anyone will ever know. I’m downloading songs by Hocico–they’re really interesting. I was trying to compile a CD of hard rock, but these songs are much more softcore industrial than I would have ever thought. Well, I should get back to my project and try to research some more. And I love this quote!
“Give me the luxuries of life and I will willingly do without the necessities.”
–Frank Lloyd Wright
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- November 22, 2003 – 10:00 pm
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OMG. This is the most intelligent article I’ve read this year. Read it all the way to the end and you will have a braingasm
http://www.angelfire.com/rebellion/deathisinevitable/
I discovered it looking for resources on teenage smoking. I might change my topic to the topic defined in this article, but then I’d really be screwed, there would be like no resources for that topic. But read it. It is SO insightful.
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- November 22, 2003 – 5:27 pm
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The Exploited – Sex and Violence
Incubus – Warning
I’m still procrastinating!!! Evil me!!! I’m talking to Kelly though, it’s kind of worth it.
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- November 22, 2003 – 4:10 pm
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> The Cardigans – My Favorite Game
> Marilyn Manson – The Dope Show
> Jewel – Foolish Games
> Devo – Girl You Want
Today kinda sucked and was cool at the same time, I woke up, took a shower, got dressed in my most stylish clothes, and did my nails while I prepared to do my Research Paper. Started on the paper, my print cartridge died so I had to beg my dad to go and get another one, so here I am, back at this screen. He stopped at Ace on the way home and I got some chain to make a bracelet with. It’s going to be cool, I got these little things to bind the chain with, but they were too big–so I’m going to have to go back and get other ones. I’m in love with my suit jacket, it’s so light that I can just wear it over a t-shirt and not be hot at all–so it’s going to be constantly attached to it–I had to persuade myself not to sleep with it on last night. I’m talking to my friend Trisha (we met at Sunset, but she moved to Florida for a year, she’s coming back soon) and my cousin Kelly. Kelly’s mom (my aunt) Kathy has a boyfriend, they met at a car repair shop–that makes me laugh. I really like Kathy, she’s cool. The boyfriend dude laughs at his own jokes–how strange. Well I should get back to my research paper. I miss Daniela!!!!
“If it weren’t for Philo T. Farnsworth, inventor of television, we’d still be eating frozen radio dinners.”
–Johnny Carson
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- November 22, 2003 – 3:48 pm
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“To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.”
–Bertrand Russell
I’m one part dead then…love is scary poop…
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- November 21, 2003 – 9:48 pm
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- By A.