> Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have

I absolutely love “Something I Can Never Have“, Kelly had told me that it was the best NIN song ever and I am becoming obsessed with it. I listened to it last night while I was holding Taggart. It’s very good. As is everything by Nine Inch Nails. Taggart’s at work, he gets back at nine. I’m trying to not be obsessed with him, but it’s not exactly working. Everyone is here, and they’re all couples except for me, Kathy and Cole, Dan and Kelly, Lacey and Lacey’s significant other, and Devon and his significant other. I should probably ask them their names. Eh. I’d rather blog and listen to NIN on headphones. We’ve been watching Family Guy all day, it’s so funny. I can’t stop laughing, it’s so funny. Goddamn, I can’t wait until Taggart gets off work. I want to show off my beautiful boyfriend. Hmm. I can’t think of much to do. I’m listening to The Golden Age Of Grotesque now. It’s good–calming. I can’t find my copy of The Downward Spiral. I want to listen to Eraser and A Warm Place. I must burn a new NIN mix. I think I’m going to migrate to the recliner and be sociable. I have to go return some video tapes.

> Marilyn Manson - The Love Song

Um..yesterday was cool–I don’t really remember what we did–oh yeah, I finished Breakfast Of Champions. Um–I got depressed and took some DayQuil. Taggart and I had fun while watching The Doom Generation, and talked until like six in the morning. Um–let’s see–I had this dream that I was in a news show/nature documentary and when it switched to nature documentary we were in this place and I saw a jackal, and i thought “well if I don’t look at it, it won’t hurt me”–and then a few seconds later another jackal came out from nowhere and ripped into my abdomen, tearing out my entrails. I was jarred awake–it was so real. Um, we’re watching family guy. Tonight is new years’ eve, Taggart, Kelly, Dan, Jared, Devon, Devon’s girlfriend, Lacey, and Lacey’s boyfriend are all going to be here. I wonder what we’ll do. I have a lurking feeling that we’re going to be SOO bored. I have to go return some video tapes.

I really want to be much more a reflection of the preprogrammed wit of movies (The Doom Generation, specifically) so I’m going to type out a list of the greatest insults.

Peanut: Who pissed in your fruit loops?

Amy: Why don’t you go passionately fuck yourself?

Amy: (flips peanut off) Sit and spin.

Amy: That guy has the intelligence of a stool sample.

Amy: If bullshit were music, you’d be a big brass band.

Amy: I’m not kidding, scum-fuck, get lost!

Amy: He was an anus face.

Amy: Eat my fuck.

Amy: Jism-breath

Okay, I’m officially bored.

I have to go return some video tapes.

> Nine Inch Nails - Please [my song about love]

YOU CAN NEVER LEAVE ME
WILL YOU PLEASE COMPLETE ME?

Never be enough to fill me up…

I have to go return some video tapes.

We’re watching The Good Girl. It’s good. I wonder what the world is about, what everything means. I have to go return some video tapes.