Can’t sleep. I feel like I’m abdicating responsibility. Must take a small nap. Forcing myself to now.
>Placebo - Without You I’m Nothing
Placebo has such great lyrics. Here’s some lyrics from “Without You I’m Nothing.”
I’m unclean, a libertine
And every time you vent your spleen,
I seem to lose the power of speech,
You’re slipping slowly from my reach.
You grow me like an evergreen,
You never see the lonely me at all
I…
Fall.
Without you, I’m Nothing.
OH MY GOD!!!!
And Placebo is releasing a double-CD for their new CD with a bonus disc with covers of all these great songs!!! I must break my boycott of the recording industry and buy it.
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY FAVORITE BAND EVER, PLACEBO, IS TOURING!!!!
AND THEY’RE GOING TO BE IN NEW YORK ON JULY 7!!!!
BUT I PROBABLY WON’T SEE THEM THERE BECAUSE MY MOTHER IS A DOMINEERING WHORE!!!
SO I’LL SEE THEM IN SAN FRANSISCO ON JULY 12TH!!!!!
YAY FOR PLACEBO!!!!
AND THEY’RE COMING BACK IN DECEMBER OF NEXT YEAR!!!!
Placebo - Black-Eyed
Placebo - The Bitter End
Placebo - Commercial For Levi
Placebo - Nancy Boy
Ended up staying up till two in the morning last night. God, what was I thinking? But I did get a lot accomplished. I read two philosophy chapters that weren’t required, and they incited me to want to read the books of Albert Camus. He sounds a bit like me. His novel The Stranger is available in our library here, I can’t wait to check it out. I don’t think I’m going to philosophy, I need to sleep. I have this lurking feeling we have a test of some sort in History, but we don’t. I really need to skim the chapters for the class meetings that I missed. My glasses are all dirty, they look horrible. Everything looks all smeared. No e-mail. I guess I’m not special enough. I should e-mail Kelly. But there’s nothing to say. I’m loathing Justice, I can’t even bring myself to read the chapter. God, I’m so lame. This morning I was confused as I got up, I had no idea what to do because I had no long-term goal in life. In my sleepy daze, I was all “Why should I get dressed and take a shower? How will that help me be happy?” It was a moment where my Id didn’t get it. Maybe my long-term goal will be to go to Sac State. I like Sacramento, I have relatives there. I’m looking up their graduate programs on the Internet. But even after then, what? Damn. They don’t have a linguistics program. Everything is in PDFs. I loathe PDFs. Holy crap! It’s like $1000. Fucking fascists. Why wasn’t I born in a country with socialized higher education, like Germany. Die everyone. Well, screw Sac State. They don’t even have a linguistics program. I may just settle for English…but I really detest English. I guess it’s like rich people who detest money. Shit, I should be napping right now. I have an appointment at two to get another impression taken for my new retainer. Danielle’s dog chewed up my other one when I was at her house. I hope they have them in black. But I know they don’t. I’m kind of depressed, but mostly tired. I don’t know what I want out of life, other than knowledge, and lots of it.
