the diary of antoine roquentin

> Just finished watching Dead Man
> Ohgr – Earthworm

Molly had told me about this movie called Dead Manthat she saw on IFC, and for some cosmic reason it was on tonight. IT WAS SO GOOD. It was–sad. But I guess any movie about death isn’t going to be a fun-fest. I don’t think anyone could have pulled off that role but Johnny Depp. I downloaded “Earthworm” off of my server, it’s pretty damn good. I’m going to burn it onto a CD tomorrow. I stayed up a little too late today. Hm. Tawna commented on my blog. Cool. Charley’s online, but I don’t feel like talking to him. I need to go to bed. But it was so sad! I want to have that after-movie talk with someone, but I can’t! How cruel! This is like being denied after-sex talk. :( I should go. My contacts itch. I miss Amanda. Actually, I just miss smart people. Summer session needs to start or I need to hang out with my friends more. Or both. I miss Taggart. Actually, I just miss the illusion of a meaningful relationship, because I think that an illusion of one is all that you can really get. I mean, nobody really knows each other anyway. Yes, I’m going to use the Nadja quote again:

“I want to simplify my life, even on a superficial level–but when you start to think about it, it’s hard to resist the temptation that all these choices in our life–that everything is superficial.”

I probably misquoted the line, but the quote isn’t on the Net, which is lame because Nadja is the best movie ever. Not really, but it’s the one with the most existential line.