Just thought I’d post my bank statement when I went to deposit that stuff. I think it’s hideously funny:

I just learned something. It occurred to me: “What’s the difference between ‘et al’ and ‘et cetera.’” I looked it up. Et al means just “and others,” while et cetera means “and others of the same kind.” Just thought that was cool.

I just must blog about this dream…in the dream I was painting my teeth with nail polish. In the dream I was vaguely thinking “There’s something wrong here..” but I just kept doing it. Weird. Tomorrow is going to be apocalyptic, Mike will be back and he will chew out Jocelyn for quitting…it’s just sad. In a healthy work environment, Jocelyn would just be able to go up to Mike and talk about her problems with the environment, but with the current management approach of bullying and intimidation, that just isn’t an option. Depressing. I feel like I should be looking for a new job…but what other job could I do? I mean, I am at school most of the time, this three hour a day thing is perfect for me. I hope I get a big paycheck…I’m not sure if that seventy-two cents will get me to Thursday. I have to leave at like two-thirty to talk to Becky and have her reimburse me for those photos. I hope she just whips out a twenty, that would be glorious. I would run over and deposit it into my account.

Now that I really think about it, there isn’t really much that I want to buy for my computer. I’m thinking another stick of RAM maybe…but that’s really pricy. After the glowing keyboard and another stick of RAM I think it’ll be done. Hmm. Done. What a strange word. I still need to find out why the OS turned gray. I think it was because of the illegal Office 2003.

Oh, I forgot to say something. Guess what? Tom deleted the support groups listing. No more support groups! What a fucking idiot. I’m going to tell Mike about it when he gets back, but I’m sure Mike or Tom will just blame it on me. Fuck them all.

I stole $4 in change from my dad and went and deposited it into my account, I have a grand total of $.72 in my account now. Yes, that’s seventy-two cents. But I guess it’s better than negative three dollars. OMG. Jocelyn handed in her resignation today. I wish I could post her resignation letter, it articulates very well how fucked up a manager Mike is. 100% employee turnover in six months is bad managing, no matter how you slice it.

She gave a copy of her letter to Teresa, and is going to send one to the Pilot too. Jocelyn makes $10.50 an hour, she just told me. Man. I asked her to send a copy of her letter to the company headquarters in Bend, she said she’s going to. God, when I got here Stacey and Dave and all the “tech people” if they can be called such left a message on mine and Jocelyn’s computers saying that it was “against company policy to use any instant messaging programs.” Gee, that would sure be nice of them to tell me. I read every word of their entire like seven-page dissertation on what to do and not to do while working here, and it said NOTHING about computers. Not even a mention. I bet they read our e-mails and don’t tell us too. That’s illegal. But I know they do it. Bastards. I don’t want to join the College Democrats club because it says not to join any political organizations, I don’t put a Kerry bumper sticker on my car because it’s against company policy. And they chastize me for something that’s not even in the pamphlet? Fuck them. I’m joining the Democrat Club, I’m going to put a big fat Kerry sticker on my car. Fuck them. They didn’t tell me anything about “comany computer policy.” That just pisses me off.

Incompetent bastards.

I was feeling really good yesterday, that my life couldn’t be too bad…and now it’s gone to shit. I woke up and am really really sick (but fucking have to go to school/work anyway), and then I turn on my computer and it’s doing that thing where it turns into grayscale again. I’ve searched the Internet in vain to try to find some reason why it’s doing this, but I can’t. My best guess is that I installed my illegal copy of Office 2003 and somehow it knows. Fucking cock. And the infurating thing is that it will display certain icons and stuff in color, while the rest of everything is in black and white. I haven’t checked my online banking, because I know with this shitty beginning to the day that I most certainly have bounced a check. Great, it says I have negative three dollars. However, it hasn’t charged me a fee yet so I should go down there and put five dollars in there. Hm, the DayQuil is kicking in…maybe today won’t suck. No…it’ll suck. Who am I kidding?