According to some polls, one out of five openly gay people voted for Bush.
Are these people just really high? That’s what I’m hoping. God. Stupid people. I am SO moving to Europe. I don’t care if they hate me. I will be happy. At least I won’t be in America with all these TOTAL IMBECILES!
Class today was really cool, Molly whetted my appetite for Theatre of the Absurd in Drama. I want to go see a cool play! But I can’t…I’d have to go to New York. We all went for pizza after I got off class and Steve finished filming his class. It was uber-yummy. We got a vegitarian and a pineapple and black olive. They were delicious. I was thrilling Tawna with such assertions as “I want to put this deep inside me” and “It’s inside my dark squishy places.” At one point I was even talking to my pizza. I love pizza. It’s yummilicious. Like all I had to eat was candy today…it totally wasn’t cool. Tomorrow I will steal my dad’s canister of oatmeal and put it in my car along with a bowl so I can have oatmeal whenever I’m hungry, all I need is a microwave. There’s one at the college and one at work, so I think I will be fine. Tawna and I decided to do our Libertine Movie Night on Saturday. Joe wanted to bring his friend (I don’t remember his name…). For the purposes of this blog, let’s call him Mersault. No, no, that’s waaaay too cool of a name for this guy. Aha, I’ll call him Winston Smith (yes, an allusion to 1984). But anyway, Joe wanted to bring Winston (who “starred” in last semester’s film “Loser in Love”) to our movie night. It’s such a faux pas. I mean, it’s going to be at my house and I don’t even know the Winston guy. I don’t even know his NAME. And from what I’ve heard, this guy is as banal as they come. Sure, he dresses cool…but come on. Dressing like a bohemian is just that. Being an intellectual is something else entirely. Sammie and Steve told me that he says he likes “foreign movies,” but the “foreign” movies he watch are all IN ENGLISH. WTF? But I digress.
It should be fun anyway. I’ll get to see if Joe is insipid after all. He seems to me to be a blank slate, a mirror image of his parents in all things that matter (like philosophical viewpoint, political party affiliation). Lame. But like, he could be cool. We’ll have to see how he responds to The Doom Generation. I don’t mind if people don’t like it (because it’s impossible to be neutral) but it’s the way they justify their dislike or like that’s important. Comments like “that was boring” are totally (to quote Molly from this morning) “jejune assertions.” She totally had us scared of being jejune today. It was kind of bad. But anyway, I’m going to go to sleep by eleven tonight and get up bright and early, jog, go to work, and tomorrow night I’m going to bang out my essay. I’m just so frazzled from my diet of candy and gross cookies washed down with delicious greasy pizza. I couldn’t concentrate at work at all just having eaten sugar. I can understand how people find it hard to concentrate at school if they’re constantly pumped up on refined sugar (soda, etc.). But anyway, I should be getting to sleep. Joe pointed something out a few days ago that I am really beginning to notice. I’ve noticed that Steve doesn’t conduct logical debates, whenever you don’t agree he just says “suck my cock.” There isn’t even an attempt at rational debate. Whatever.
God I’m so tired, I’m totally falling asleep. Gosh, what else happened today? I was so tired at work. Oh well. Tomorrow I hope to be fully nourished so I can get all that neighbors crap done. There is this seven page list of students of the month (this is only for one school) whose names are all listed last name first. And I have to change them all around. Seven pages of names. I should change my name to Franz Kafka. I freaking swear.
“Good teaching is one-fourth preparation and three-fourths theater.”
–Gail Godwin
> Cabiria - Still
I was checking out websites launched from RandomWebsite.com and I came across the site of this band called Cabiria. It’s really cool trip-hop…more Portishead-inspired than Massive Attack inspired. I really like the song “Still.”
I’m finding cool blogs:
http://www.bitchpanic.com/shack/blog/
http://www.damnhellasskings.com/
http://www.candyboots.com/wwcards/fishsauce.html
Here’s the website of that cool band:
Current terror alert level:
God I’m bored. I think I’ll go seek out people in the student lounge. Oh yeah, they all went to the gym. Whatever. I have no money. I’m poor. And I get no grants. I hate freeloaders.
