> Ladytron – He Took Her To A Movie
> Garbage – As Heaven Is Wide
> Garbage – Vow
> The Cure – Killing An Arab
I tried to get out of the world of Doom III, but all I succeeded in doing was eating a big slice of pecan tart and a big plate of ice cream. I can’t find my playbill. I haven’t looked in my bookcase, I guess I could do that. Man, it’s 11:30 already. I think we have our last midterm in English 1B on Wednesday. I’m not sure how prepared I am for that. I need to do more research for my paper. I have no clue even what my research question is. I wanted to do something on Kafka. I dunno. I guess I could look at the assignment again. My computer has been getting really hot when I have my window in my room closed, and I have to open it up and make the room freezing cold in order to make the temperature in my case go down. I was thinking of getting a small fan and then getting some duct material and making a tunnel so that the cold air blown in from the fan would get right into the case, and I won’t have to open my window all the way. When I get paid I will go to Ace and investigate prices of duct material. What I need to do is concentrate on my schoolwork so I can get good grades so I won’t be complaining about them all winter session long. I’m going to get a B in English 1B. I feel it fitting. I’m not an A student. I could be an A student, if I tried…but I don’t try that hard. What’s the point of exerting myself SO hard to get some meaningless diploma. Bs are fine for me. When I’m dead and gone it won’t make any difference anyway. I learned the most from self-education anyway.
I lie. I haven’t read a book in months, since I started my job. The Alice books will be the first thing I’ve finished in forever. Oh how cute, I downloaded this song “Killing an Arab” by The Cure and it’s totally based on The Stranger! Woot. At least there are some smart people left. Or at least some well-read people. You know, I just never read any more. I’m so used to being the most well-read person in a group…and I am. I’ve grown complacent. I don’t need to read any more to be the smartest. Lame. I want to know people that have read good books that I haven’t. But no…dumb people.
I’m sick of this place. I’m sick of these “people.” Maybe tomorrow will be better. But it won’t be. It’ll never be better. I just can’t motivate myself to write that essay. Fuck. Oh cool, Charley’s online! Oh…he still has the away message on there. Lame. It just keeps getting hot in my case…I think that the video card adds a lot of heat. Must investigate ducting. Oh, I found this CD in my car called “work out.” It wasn’t written in my handwriting, I can’t imagine who would have left it back there. I’ve been meaning to listen to it. Weird.
1: some country song..that one that goes “no one else on earth could ever hurt me, break my heart the way you do.” We’ve all heard this one in some lobby somewhere.
2: “Hey Mickey you’re so fine”
3: ?
4: ?
5: I can tell it’s Disturbed, but I don’t know what song.
6: B-52s – Love Shack
7: ? – Old Time Rock ‘N Roll
8: ?
9: ?
10: ?
11: Joan Jett and the Blackhearts – I Love Rock ‘N Roll
12: Nine Inch Nails – Closer
13: ?
14: ?
15: Crazy Town – Butterfly
16: Rob Zombie – Living Dead Girl
17: Bloodhound Gang – The Bad Touch
18: Marilyn Manson – User Friendly
I can’t believe I was bored enough to listen to that and list the tracks. I need to go to sleep. It’s 12:31. So I didn’t get my essay done. I’m depressed. I have no willpower. I had so much time to do it too. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I guess I just don’t care. I’ll try to find that fucking playbill and try to write it tomorrow. I’m going to take some NyQuil and go to sleep.
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