I’ve been doing a hell of a lot of photography lately…and I just wanted to tell you guys that I’ve uploaded a bunch of new photos to the portfolio page. The newest for tonight is “Analog in Azure.” Tell me what you think. I love “Interface,” I think I’m going to enter that in the fair next year, if I can find somewhere to make big prints.

fixed my keyboard, I am fucking through with this FAFSA bullshit. I don’t know what to do. Maybe I’ll go root around in my dad’s room to find the documents I really need. Just fucking great. His filing system is three big paper grocery bags filled with envelopes and papers. Just what I fucking need. I can’t deal with this today.

I’ve come to a point where I can’t make it up any more. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. I’ll never get this done. And then I’ll have to be broke for the entire MOTERFUCKINAEWaBFUCKi_just_broke_my_fucking_space_bar.__FUCK_THE_WORLD.

I have no idea what the answer to most of these intricate questions on the financial aid application about my dad’s tax returns are, so I’ve come to the inevitable conclusion: I’m going to guess. I mean, who fucking cares? I definitely don’t. If they would make it simple, they wouldn’t have these little problems. I mean, I have my dad’s tax return right in front of me and I can’t figure out if he filed a 1040 or a 1040EZ or a 1040 TeleFile. So fuck America. Fuck the taxpayers. I’m guessing.

I haven’t really had any idea what the next thing I should buy is, but I decided tonight on the:

Sound Blaster Audigy 2 ZS Gamer Edition sound card.

That is, after I buy Nero 6. And the Diablo II expansion set. God, it never ends. I want toys so bad, but I have to buy my books. It’s not fair. My CD player (that I use solely for its alarm function) has decided to totally die (it’s like five years old), so I’m going to have to go to Wal-Mart tomorrow and spend a bunch of money on a new CD clock radio alarm clock thing, if they even have them. I saw them on Walmart.com, but I’m not sure whether it’s the same thing. I’ve needed one for a long time. Anyway, that’s all I’m doing for tomorrow. Well, I also have to stop by and set up an appointment with my counselor so he can sign the form thing for my math class I’m taking. God that’s going to suck. I should just buy the clock radio thing online. It would save me a trip to Wal-Mart, at least. Well, I don’t want to pay shipping if I can get it here.

This is the one I hope to get.

Well, I have so much crap to do tomorrow. I need to wash my clothes tonight. I’d better go do that now before I forget. And I MUST get there at EXACTLY eleven tomorrow. My job is in jeopardy. Not serious jeopardy, but if I don’t show that I’m committed, it won’t be good for me. Oh yeah, I need to do the FAFSA tonight. I can totally do that.