I’m very angry. I’ve been working on this site that this guy from work wants me to help him on. He’s supposed to pay me some money, I’m mostly working on it because I want money for the future iBook that consumes my every waking hour.

I’m stopping because my wrist hurts SO bad. I kinda snapped and attempted to rip my hand off my wrist…but that didn’t really work. I hate the dull pain. It never fucking goes away. Some days I feel like jamming a steak knife into it. God. But anyway, I have to fucking find something to do. THERE IS NOTHING THE FUCK TO DO WITHOUT MY COMPUTER. FUCK. Now my wrist is going to kill me all day Monday. Fuck fuck fuck. Banging my wrist against the wooden arms of my chair is actually making it feel better by giving me sharp pain instead of that infernal dull pain. I fucking hate my repetitive strain injury. Fuck the human body.