> Massive Attack - Angel

I’m feeling kind of odd this morning. I keep turning around and looking for Adrian, but he’s not here. I got a message from him at around 2:30 a.m. and tried to call back a bunch of times, but just got his voicemail.

Last night was so odd…I went over to Kelly’s house to fix Christen’s computer (and to take my mind off of the reality of not seeing my boy for a while) and we ended up getting drunk and blasting The Downward Spiral. I ended up (at around beer three) marrying Christen and her date (which, since I am a minister, carries some degree of legality :). After that, we got one of our sober friends to drive us to Trauma, this incredibly lame but fun Goth night thing at Country Club Lanes. Me and Christen were a few sheets to the wind, so we just thought the whole thing was amusing as hell. There were like three people there…this one that looked like a wannabe Marilyn Manson; this one in black jeans, a black t-shirt, round-rimmed glasses, and long black hair; and this other one in a manskirt and faux vinyl corset. They were taking themselves so seriously with all the goth dancing and we were just tearing it up and having a great time! I was the king of the pop-lock and we were inventing dances well into the night. It was SO amusing, I wish Adrian could have been with us.

Me and Kelly walked down to the store to get some smokes at some time in the night and we had this great conversation about relationships and what everything means…and on the way over to my house I saw this car that reminded me of Joe, so I left him a message and he called back later in the night. I’m supposed to call him today, but one complication is that I think Adrian has my phone charger. I tried calling him on Skype this afternoon, but just got voicemail again. I think his phone is dead…but so is mine. I’m going to go over the car with a fine-toothed comb (and perhaps vacuum out all the muffin crumbs in the passenger seat) and hopefully find my charger. So if you’re reading this, Adrian, I’m not ignoring you, my phone is just dead! <3

Right now I can’t stop listening to Massive Attack…it’s all I can do when I’m feeling pensive.