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• 11.14.06
  Whoa. Ennui | (1)

  I just heard my grandma mumbling "supid drunk, stupid drunk." Remember when I saw my uncle at the bus stop near my grandma's house last night and he called me Tim or some random name? I overheard my grandma talking on the phone that there is excrement and urine and vomit all over my uncle John's room at the house. I guess he must have came over, gotten incredibly drunk, and...well...the rest is history. I don't know whether I should offer to help...or...whether she wants to pretend it's not happening. She just came in to my room, she didn't know ...
• 11.14.06
  Waiting for something… Ennui | (0)

  I can't wait for my new drive! I'll be able to play with such cool new software. I woke up at eleven a.m. (extremely early for me) and I have no idea what to do today. I wanted to hang out with Adrian, but he seemed lukewarm about the idea and I'm not sure what the weather is like. I would love to get a haircut, but I'm overdrawn on my bank account. What am I going to do today? This is why I hate waking up early. Wasting a night is easy, but wasting a day...not so much. ...
• 11.14.06
  To whom it may concern Ennui | (2)

  I don't remember The Princess Bride. I watched it in like 1992. I don't remember a single line of dialog. I remember one scene where he drinks poison and doesn't die. That's it. I'm sorry, world. In other news, I just watched Palindromes. It was very unsettling, but I do recommend it. It was very sad in an odd way. I think I'm going to watch Romance. Hopefully it will be a bit more existential than just a plain-jane downer.
• 11.13.06
  Take my piece of mind and sign my name across your heart Ennui | (1)

  Today ended up being not so bad a day. Even though it was freezing cold and raining, I chatted with my mom on the phone my entire commute home. I'm still cold, but I just turned on the heat. I wish you could just heat up one room... I feel I am wasting energy heating up this massive house. I got my first overdraft charge in a while today. It was because of that stupid collections agency from the hospital. I feel like I'm in debt to the mob. No matter what you do, they ...
• 11.13.06
  Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck Ennui | (5)

  It's days like this I just want to lock myself in my room and kill everyone. I just missed the bus for the second time today. I literally burst into laughter as I saw it drive away the second time. My back hurts SO much from running on the concrete with my book bag and I just feel like giving up and calling in sick. I won't get there until 1 p.m. anyway at this rate. I am just having a bunch of shitty luck this week. I need to spend today looking for a car. I don't ...

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