I couldn’t sleep last night…it was freezing cold even in my PJs and robe. I still feel really wan and depressed. I think I’ll snap out of it when I take a shower and get ready.

Cracked LCD, baby.

My corporate facade site that I have always wanted to make.

I am so embarrassed I’m up so late. I love Adrian. And I want to be with him. And I guess this is some sort of masochism. I hate myself today. I need to sleep.

I’m cold, hungry, and alone.

Tomorrow is going to suck.

> The Bravery - Tyrant
> Erlend Øye - Ghost Trains

I haven’t posted in nearly a week. God, is this what I’ve become?

Fallen away like some of my favorite bloggers to a few posts a month?

Sometimes I hate myself.

Actually, I hate myself most of the time.

For putting myself in situations that have no positive outcome.

School starts on the 15th.

Adrian gets off of probation on the 15th.

I hope I have a car by then.

Living hand to mouth.

Homeless save for my grandma’s.

I’m really depressed tonight…I don’t know why. Maybe it’s because Adrian was talking about moving away.

I need to drown my sorrows.

I’m going to make some cool Skype cards.