But if your life is such a big joke, why should I care?

Interpol - Turn On The Bright Lights

Oh God. I’m having one of those days where the only thing I can do is blast Interpol.

I waited an hour in the rain for a bus, nothing came. I got Strawberry Shortcake Band-Aids for my car cuts.

I don’t want to go to work and only work like an hour.

I really have no excuse

other than that I’m taking a mental health day

in truth, I am really really really behind on my math

but that’s because I partied all night.

I am such a fuck-up today.

I just need to call my boss.

And finish my homework.

Watch Requiem for a Dream

Cry

Feel better.

I’m in my avoidance and self-pity mode for some random-ass reason and it’s interfering with my work. Okay, need to call my boss. That’s the first step to getting my life back on track. Or should I waste the four-hour (total) transit time to go there for like one hour? I don’t think so.

Called my boss. He didn’t seem happy. But on the bright side, I’ve finished a section and a half of my math already.

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