Tonight I watched the most incredible film called Shortbus. It was recommended to me by my old friend Jeff (who I had stopped talking to while I was dating Adrian…it’s a long story). But I like Jeff. I don’t care what anybody says. He has good taste.
Anywho, the film was friggin’ awesome. I might watch it with Patrick once he gets here. He’s coming TOMORROW! It’s hella exciting. He’s not going to be renting a car though…which I think is going to totally suck. Well…maybe he can climb on the back of my scooter (cringe). Well, we’ll figure out something.
Well, as you probably know, me and Patrick had a bit of a romantic thing going on until he met that random guy that he’s now dating. I was curious as to whether that was still going on, so I sent him a text about it. The answer is no. Well, at least it’s out in the open. We need to go for smoothies on Tuesday. That will be awesome.
I took a drive down to Badlands tonight but didn’t feel like going in. The drive was more therapeutic than actually going in would have been. I’ve been sort of playing around with the idea of becoming a member of the scene that goes to clubs, but it just won’t happen. I’m not the kind of boy that picks up tricks from the bar. I’m in love with the little nuances of being in love. A brush of my hand against his in public, waking up snuggled together on the couch after a movie marathon…those kinds of things you just can’t get from a hookup…and they’re definitely not worth getting HIV for.
I stumbled across this random guy’s blog when I was surfing myspace, and it just made me melt. He was talking about breaking up with his boyfriend, and it was the same kinds of things that I had been through…I couldn’t help it, I sent him a message out of sane boy solidarity.