Today was awesome.

My body is killing me from all the walking I did in SF…and I was so tired last night that using my computer confused me. Which is like, crazy tired.

So, went to sleep, dragged my corpse out of bed, went to work for six hours, went home, talked to Brian on the phone about Alex and Spence (there was gossip, but I can’t elaborate, I’m typing this on Christen’s computer, no voice-rec).

I went to the first of my yoga class and it should be really cool. We’re learning Hatha Yoga in the traditional way, as the teacher says. She’s a second-generation Indian, and knows all the sanskrit names of the poses. She seems like a really nice lady.

After class I went to Steve’s birthday party with Christen, Megan, Valerie and the Italian girls, which was really fun. I took a bunch of pictures. We started at True Love and then moved to Rick’s (the dessert diner across the street). And I took a bunch more pics. :)

We talked about our friends, their quirks, our lovers, their quirks, everybody’s exes, and of course the infamous HorseCow party. I sent HorseCow Josh a text today, I went through and deleted all the voicemails I had saved (it’s painful to delete them because they remind me how much I love my friends), and I came across two from Josh. I guess he’d called me a few times. I hella don’t remember that.

Alex left me like two messages today, and I have no idea how I didn’t get a missed call from him. He probably called during my class and I didn’t get service in there or something…but I always get full service at ARC. Weird.

Well, I’m just waiting until Friday as usual, my scooter is 300 miles past the recommended service date and I don’t have the cash to get it fixed. What ‘ev.

Christen and I are going to go gown shopping tomorrow! She’s graduating from adult ed on Wednesday! I’m so excited for her.

So yeah. Tomorrow I need to get some PJs or something to wear and a yoga mat.

There’s a cute boy in there.

But he’s like, a yoga feind. Which made me thing bad thoughts. Very bad thoughts. For most of the class.

Alex said that he didn’t want to be “tied down.” I dunno, I have feelings that other guys are hot, but when I’m in a relationship with someone really hot, I’m all “God, my boyfriend is so much hotter than you.”

I dunno. I’m just really confused after that trip…still. Long story short, he wasn’t that into me, and he sort of abandoned me in the middle of downtown San Francisco in the middle of the night. Yes, he did come rescue me, but still. Also, he didn’t let me use his computer, put together furniture most of my visit, didn’t talk much to me the entire trip…I had rose colored glasses when I came back, but I’ve taken them off and all I see is:

a) A guy who’s really into himself, so much so that he can’t see how other people fit into his universe.

b) Someone who’s emotionally unavailable.

c) Both.

Why am I always attracted to guys who are like that? I swear. Well, if he calls me tomorrow I’m going to ask him what’s up. ‘Cause we are exes. Like it or not.

Oh, I’m being rude. Christen is in the living room washing dishes and I’m in here being a douche and complaining. She’s all packed up to leave her place and move in with Megan and Steve. That is going to be SO fun when she lives there. But I’m going to be banished to Carmichael *cries.*

I might take next semester at City College. It’s another Los Rios college, so the graduation requirements are the same. Only two more classes to go!