I’ll be back at about noon PST, and I’ll take a cab to the house. I’d love to save the $50 for cab fare, but none of my friends are in town…everyone is in Lake Tahoe, oddly enough.

I leave in about a half-hour…it’s going to be really sad. I had so much fun here visiting my mom…damn.

Well, I’d better go. I have a super short layover in L.A., so it’s just going to be all day flying. I hope I can sleep on the plane.

I’m just so torn…there are so many possibilities there and so many here. The world sucks.

I called Drew before I left, he was in Lake Tahoe and seemed really pissed. We have barely talked since I’ve been here. Okay, we haven’t talked at all except for some brief chats on AIM.

I don’t know how to feel about him.

I’m just so damn confused. I had some serious questions that I wanted to ask him, and I felt like I couldn’t because we were so far away. I’ve fucked everything up.

And my near-endless texting of Terry hasn’t helped matters. He is so fun. We’re both mac geeks and Star Trek aficionados, and are totally into Kathy Griffin and Margaret Cho. Well basically, he’s fun and spontaneous. Which I love in my friends. Him and Brian and I are going to have so much fun we’ll be unstoppable.