About an hour until my class… sitting here in my room. I’m too lazy to turn a light. This room is a disaster area.

I’m listening to this Metric album that I got from Christen, it’s pretty good.

I don’t know why, but I just feel like my life is in this weird state where nothing is real… all I remember is vague bits of being at school, more work, school… spending all my money on weekends eating out. I guess it could be worse.

On Monday, before my math class, I drove out to Arden fair and Christen and I had lunch. I knew it would be awesome, since my scooter had 4666 miles on it when I got there :)

666!

We exchanged presents. I gave her the fetish Hello Kitty that I got her in New York, and she gave me this super-cute Hello Kitty that was holding an apple :)

Anyway, that brightened my day. I have no idea how I did in my huge geology test I took Monday…could be great or horrible. Who knows.

I have a huge math test this morning, I think I will do okay.

Last night Christen and I went to Walgreens and spent an obscene amount of money, but we got GUNS! I got this huge one that shoots these ping-pong balls and she got this really awesome one that shoots discs. I don’t know why, but we have like five toy guns now. Christen put on her new (super-hot) high heels and we went out and had a James Bond fight in the front of her house last night! It was so damn fun.

Our toy arsenal!

Super-cute corsety thing

Before that, we no went out to that creepy Asian restaurant… I think it’s called King’s, had some food, and talked endlessly about Allen, Terry, and our ideas for our movie. I don’t know if I’ve mentioned it before… but we are going to create the best movie ever based on our lives. I guess the first step is to actually get a camcorder, but I think we need to make actual storyboards first. We are trying to get a feel for what the beginning and the end of the movie is going to be like, because we have a real clear idea for the middle.

I was thinking that maybe we could make it a Dogme 95 film, because Christen and I both love Harmony Korine and the movement…this is going to be a mashup of all our favorite films and our life.

We are going to become the next indie filmmakers.

Anyway, I don’t even know where I stand with Terry. Honestly, I don’t feel like I’m dating someone. I just need so much more affection than he can give, it seems.

And my friendship with Mario isn’t helping matters either.

I just feel like I’m expending all this energy to keep from any situations where I could possibly cheat, and yet he gets to go to the club and rub up against strangers. Total double-standard.

I love this album…Metric is awesome. Christen has such excellent taste.

Man, I want to rock out to peaches so bad! I need a car.

Shit, it’s one…I want to go and ogle the BlackBerry Curve at the T-Mobile Store before class, I should get going.