And who said I wasn’t a sentimental fool?
Went to work at like 9 a.m. (insane, but I got a bunch done)
Went to Arden Fair, visited Christen like four times. I miss her. Looked at shoes (too expensive), but I was wearing my “betch” shirt so everyone was coming up and asking me if I needed help. I wondered if they got the reference.
I did go to the Gap and got a few t-shirts and some underwear. I don’t know why, I always buy new underwear after a breakup. Maybe it’s a self-esteem thing. I always feel a bit more…well…awesome when I’ve got my black underwear on as well as my black outerwear.
I’m spending my Friday night at home. And I don’t feel bad about it.
I should be sleeping…or doing my homework. Something. Brian got an iPod, which is cool.
I really just want to go to sleep and pretend that today didn’t happen.
Watched Law and Order all day after I got home with the rest of the family. We had leftover turkey (there wasn’t much to go around). I guess I’m just sort of lonely. But on the same token I do have people I could hang out with, and I’m sort of snubbing them. So I guess I just need to sort out something tonight.
I made a big pot of black cherry tea, so I’m drinking that. The person that I really do want to hang out with is ignoring my messages, so whatever.
So…damn…tired. I think I’m going to lie down for a while.