Tonight I feel kind of…unfulfilled.
I didn’t do much today. Woke up at Zero’s after this very fun dinner party the night before. Went home, watched Storytelling again. It was totally awesome.
Went over and hung out at Brian’s with Mario. We watched Kathy Griffin and then watched Shortbus. We also saw the new Goldfrapp video for A&E…it really sucked.
For some reason, we made spreadsheets of everyone we’d ever fucked, and it turned out Mario and I were nearly tied. For the record, “sex” is defined as anything more than mutual masturbation and/or making out. I’m at 19 or so. Which is a lot less than I thought.
- Richard
- Charley
- Justin
- Jon
- Royce
- Peng
- Andrew
- Jordan
- Kevin
- Josh
- Martyn
- Brian (from Arcata)
- Thomas
- Adrian
- Mark
- Drew
- Terry
- Mario
- Zero
I went to Fry’s on Friday and got one of those $100 hard foam Dance Dance Revolution pads. It’s actually really great…I can do songs at the same level as at the arcade. I very rarely play, but I need to change that. I’m trying to become more active, so that’s a step.
I guess I feel kind of lost and split between coasts. My mom was talking about if one of my grandparents were to die that I might be able to live over there in the top of the two-family house there. But like…I don’t even know what I want to do with school. Sac State’s graphic design program seems…well…subpar.
Lately I feel I have no ties to this place. My grandma is slipping deeper and deeper into dementia…and there is nothing I can do. Zero relationship-requested me on Fbook…I wanted this to be some kind of awesome new relationship where we wouldn’t need labels or expectations or anything, we could just fly through space and bang Barbarella…but it’s becoming conventional really fast.
I’m lonely in my big bed with my fluffy comforter.
It’s 4 a.m.
And I have to work tomorrow.
God damn it.
My goal this week is to write at least a blurb on my wiki for everyone I’ve fucked.
Oh, and also, best album EVER (this week) is Glass Candy’s B/E/A/T/B/O/X. It’s hellza on iTunes…best song is “Glass Castle”.
