The first two coats of paint on my masterpiece…it needs a bunch more work.
Andrew called me tonight.
He told me that he’s going on a little vacation to Berkeley for a few days. Apparently he was drunk and read my blog (the April fools post), took it seriously, and didn’t talk to me for a few days.
Susan and I and Titan went out to Beto’s tonight (it’s becoming our hangout for some reason). I just got back, it’s nearly 3 a.m. I watched Your Friends and Neighbors tonight (along with the wonderful Faye Dunaway version of Bonnie and Clyde). YFAN put me in such a mood, but the sheer awesomeness of Bonnie and Clyde made up for it. I LOVE Faye Dunaway. I don’t know what it is about her, she’s just such a great actress. She can be a coldhearted bitch one film and a frail, fragile girl the next film. It’s awesome.
I just can see the sickening cycle of relationships around me…and I have no way to stick a wrench in the works.
In one way, I want to refuse to play my part… but at in the same time I’m rather into someone (to say the least)…which makes this difficult.
I need to get to sleep… I have my huge test tomorrow. I miss sleeping next to someone. But I don’t have my own place. I miss having sleepovers at Christen’s house.
I guess I just have to reconcile myself with the fact that friendship means nothing.
You know what I miss most? Someone that I could let my guard down around.
Hey took the A.F. post seriously? How drunk do you have to be to think for a moment that was serious?