Alone in the house

Last Exit on repeat.

500 nyc okcupid profiles.

46:27 on the phone with Josef K.

Three hours of Reddit.

William Paterson has a gay straight alliance.

Six posts by the same unattractive guy in that town.

Grandma to go to a home Monday.

Then this night will be every night.

I want to immolate myself in nothingness.

Read the Times until I’m bleary-eyed.

Tinny electro in MacBook speakers.

Sunlit days, sleepless nights.

More cliche every day.

I can’t stay, but I don’t want to leave so soon.

Been meaning to take a shower for the past 6 hours.

Need to ship all my books.

The boxes all labeled and at the ready.

At some point, I need to sell my Vespa too.

I’m completely unprepared for this, and have nothing to hold on to.

Me and my MacBook.

Two against the world.