> Daft Punk – Technologic (Vitalic remix)
> Fannypack – System Boomin’
> The Hacker – Radiation
> Propellerheads – Take California
It makes me so sad. One of my favorite people ever has had to stop blogging. I just hate it when people can’t express their feelings and ideas with the rest of the world.
I’m sure that someday my blog will get me into a lot of trouble, but I just have to take the bad things with the good things. I don’t know how I would get by if I wasn’t able to share my thoughts and feelings that the rest of the world or even just to write them down. My blog is my immortality. I would feel like my life was slipping away if I didn’t record everything that happened. I went back to read entries from a year or two ago and my was reading about the last time I went to Manhattan and all of the memories came back. It was a very beautiful experience and that would all be lost if I hadn’t written it down.
And it’s really funny to see yourself as an unreliable narrator. I never knew how different I was until I read some of my entries from 2003. I was so immature!
But enough with the melancholy, there is this really cool person I met online named Thomas. We were supposed to hang out today, but one of his coworkers quit or something and he had to stay late at work. And then I had to work at 8 p.m. So we’re supposed to do something tomorrow. I guess we’re going to go to the beach or something. I wonder if it’s a metaphor that I have to work on Labor Day. I’d better get overtime. Actually, the real irony is the death of the labor movement in America. How long has it been since the AFL-CIO disbanded?
Me and that Thomas guy talked on the phone for an hour or so, exchanging funny anecdotes and such. It was a great first phone call. He kinda knows I might be looking for something more than a friendship, and didn’t say “NO that will not happen,” or anything to that effect, so we might hit it off. I must say he was extremely affable. I hope he’s as cool in person. I’m used to hanging out with such taciturn, tactless people like Royce and Ripley. Actually, I’m not used to hang out with people at all. It’s been so long since the Josh/Misty/Selena/Ben/Joe milieu died. My social skills have died. Well not really.
Oh my God. Thomas was telling me this story in which Jordan kept calling him, wanting Thomas to come over to his house and Thomas being all “eww.” it just shows the obvious: that I’m a social butterfly. And Jordan is two steps up on the evolutionary ladder from a flatworm. Eww.
I don’t know why, but I really miss Joe. I sent him an e-mail a few days ago but he didn’t respond. On the bright side, my drive might arrive tomorrow and cheer me up. I couldn’t get the RAID hack to work, so I’ll have to old-school it with this old copy of Norton Ghost.
I spent the entire day today cooking up a new computer based on Intel’s Pentium D (dual core, two processors in one) line. The processor itself is $340, and the motherboard that supports the advanced features I want is like $200, and that doesn’t include a video card or RAM. The system ended up being about $950, a significant amount more than I think that I would be able to sell my current computer for. But you never know. Once I get my new drive I’m going to start listing my computer on eBay with high reserves to see if I can get someone to buy it. And Thomas wants a new Mac. I told him that the new Mac Minis were only $500, and he wants to buy one. Delicious!
The main cost associated with the new computer that breaks my budget is a new case. I love my computers to look sexy, and sexy cases cost a lot of money. I found this one that I absolutely love that has this like armor plate thing on the front of it and a multi-function LCD on the top. But it’s $100, without the power supply. :(

Well, I guess if I’m not moving away I might as well buy myself a new computer. I think those dual core Pentium Ds might handle voice-recognition and web design a bit better than my current 3.0GHz P4 with hyperthreading. I should get that case. It would get me inspired to build a new system. However, I can’t bring myself to squander my savings. I’ll buy the components piece by piece while I try to sell my current system.
Categories: Gossip,Melancholy,Tech lust